Boston College seniors viewing the mountains and monastery of Santa Maria de Montserrat.

Discerning pilgrims

91ε seniors reflect on following the path of St. Ignatius in new Capstone course

Twenty-one Boston College seniors traveled to Spain over spring break to retrace the journey of Society of Jesus founder St. Ignatius, as part of the new leadership Capstone course The Discerning Pilgrim.

What had these 91ε pilgrims—interviewed following their return to campus—been looking forward to the most about the experience?

Community, they answered. Over and over and over again.

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“I left for Spain yearning to better know my peers and connect with them through shared experiences,” said Maija O’Hara. “The way everyone showed up in full each day in Spain far surpassed my expectations. I did not know how much I stood to learn from those individuals around me.”

Johany Jeune found the experience hard to put into words.

“We all opted into this class, whatever it looked like,” Jeune said. “We all leaned into the unknown. I describe it as ‘I walked into a class full of strangers at the beginning of the semester, but I’m leaving it bonded to people in a way I could not have imagined.’”

In their week together, the classmates became fast friends—even family, according to Mary McElroy—as they traveled to Loyola, Xavier, Montserrat, and Manresa. For McElroy, retracing St. Ignatius’s steps was a way to link the places where the saint traveled to names which appear on 91ε’s campus.

“At these places,” she explained, “I engaged in various conversations ranging from our favorite foods to what it means to be a follower of God. The duality of these conversations allowed me to understand my classmates on so many different levels and allowed me to connect St. Ignatius’s footsteps with a newfound understanding of myself.”

But of all the cities, Montserrat and Manresa left the strongest impressions. During his pilgrimage, St. Ignatius visited the Benedictine monastery of Montserrat, a Gothic, Catalonian structure built into the side of the Montserrat Mountains. There he kept an all-night prayer vigil in front of a portrait of Our Lady before laying down his sword and continuing on his pilgrimage.

During the group’s first morning in Montserrat, the 91ε pilgrims woke before the sun and set out together in darkness, aiming to climb a peak to watch the sunrise.

“As we hiked, we began to warm up and with that warmth came conversation. However, once we emerged from behind the trees and saw the whole valley laid out before us, we were, for a moment, speechless,” O’Hara reflected.

“We were above the clouds, above almost everything except for the peaks of Montserrat rising behind us. There was a gasp as someone saw the first rays of sun reaching into the morning sky.”

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Institute for Advanced Je- suit Studies Director Casey Beaumier, S.J. held Mass on Ash Wednesday in the Cave of St. Ignatius in Manresa.

After Montserrat, St. Ignatius journeyed to Manresa, where he stayed 11 months and composed the Spiritual Exercises—a core set of meditations, prayers, and contemplations—in a cave. The 91ε pilgrims reached Manresa in time for Ash Wednesday and marked the day through a Mass in the same cave.

“The Mass could be described as a thin space between heaven and Earth,” said Katie Garrigan. “It was transformative. To be a pilgrim is a way of life through your spirit and engagements in the world around you.”

Now back firmly on the ground in Boston, the pilgrimage is over—but in many ways, say participants, it continues.

For example, Garrigan is trying to emulate what it means to be a pilgrim: “I’m trying new things, holding an inquisitive disposition, and connecting deeper with my community.”  

Kateri Olechowski is trying to use time intentionally: “Was I really just in Spain a week ago? I know I will never forget how calm, eager, present, and loved I felt in those moments. I know that’s because of the people.”

That’s precisely the point, according to Institute for Advanced Jesuit Studies Director Casey Beaumier, S.J., and Student Affairs Associate Vice President for Student Engagement and Formation Colleen Dallavalle, who co-created the class and accompanied students on the pilgrimage.

“I believe an opportunity like this helps to transmit depth and meaning to our students,” said Fr. Beaumier, who is a both a vice president at Boston College and University Secretary. “Hopefully, it enriches their lives at 91ε and beyond.”

“It was inspiring to see the students recognize how their faith and formation at 91ε are not endpoints, but foundations for lives of purpose, love, and service,” added Dallavalle. “This journey affirmed that their mission extends beyond 91ε—to set the world aflame.”